tinnggg!!!

'every rose has its thorn'

From mom's terrace garden

watch out...

There is nothing extraordinary about this photograph, but I just like it, I was fascinated by the reflection of my watch in the bus glass, so I clicked.

Flower Power!

my crazy foot fettish... [restricted to only my feet :)]

true to the title of the blog....

So it's been a while since I lived upto the name of the blog and randomly ranted, without rhyming it .. So here is the random rant and rambling backlog..  :)

• Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you’re wrong.

• I totally take back all those times I didn’t want to nap when I was younger.

• I think obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.

• Bad decisions almost always make for good stories.

• Never Ever date someone who can’t even close to save your name on his phone! He has no balls anyways.

• DO NOT try justifying an 'ex-comes-into-current scene-cuz-we-were-high' crap!! You should just own up and deal with it.!

• You never know when it will strike, but on some days there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren’t going to do anything productive for the rest of the day, and you willingly accept.

• “Do not machine wash or tumble dry” means I will never wash this - ever.

• The only time I look forward to a red light is when I’m trying to have a sip of water.

• Depression = Hunger= FAT= Not eating=Hunger + More Depression

• ‘Hmmmm..’ is my way of acknowledging that I heard you, but I don’t have anything to say.

• Shirts get dirty. socks gets dirty. Jeans? Jeans never get dirty, and you can wear them forever.

• Is it just me or do school kids get dumber & dumber every year?

• There’s no worse feeling than that millisecond I am sure I am going to die after leaning my chair back a little too far.

• Sometimes I’ll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is.

• Even under ideal conditions people have trouble locating their car keys in a pocket, finding their cell phone, or locating their specs - but I’d bet my ass everyone can find and push the snooze button from 3 feet away, in about 1.7 seconds, eyes closed, first time, every time!

• Sometimes the most perfect of things have the tiniest of screw ups waiting right when you aren't looking! Watch out!

• Once bitten , twice shy, thrice pray do try! Because if you are thinking 'Oh NO!! I am going to fuck up again' you never even would get a chance to know.. And then when you fuck up, tell yourself.. “I said so!”

• Alcohol is like being in love with a bad boyfriend, you can blame it for all that goes wrong, hate it and leave it for a while, but when you have a sip after days, you want to finish the whole thing and start loving it all over again.

• Best Friends aren’t forever! Good friends are! No one is going to call you the most important person in their lives, above their parents/girlfriend or boyfriend after they grow up and have a life of their own!

• A boy and a girl cannot be just friends forever! At some point one of them will think of more than that. Whether they express it or not is situational.

• Insecurity is like an incurable tumor, you can remove it from your system, but it will 110% grow back, and you’ll remove it again and it will grow again, until it finally takes you down BAD!

• If you are a bitter loser and always want to win in a game, or you will kill everyone, then you have to, have to have some cheating tricks up your sleeve.

• Wearing bright colours on a day when you almost want to kill yourself out of depression, HELPS! (Tried and Tested)

• When friends decide to be lovers, it has to be FOREVER, or else.. YOUR FRIENDSHIP IS DOOMED! And that too forever!

• When I look at you, smile politely, not say a word but nod my head very attentively, I AM NOT LISTENING to you, in fact I am not even looking at you. I am totally at some other place.

• ALL smokers know that smoking kills, then why do Cigarette companies (forced by the government), close friends and family ask you to quit. It’s a conscious informed choice that smokers make! Unless someone shoves a smoke down your throat, BACK OFF!

• I hate when I just miss a call by the last ring (Hello? Hello?hello? !), but when I immediately call back, it rings nine times and cuts. I mean what what did they do after I didn’t answer? Drop the phone and run away?

• It sucks when you leave home all bright and looking good and then don’t see anyone of importance the entire day. Such a waste!

• I keep most people’s phone numbers in my phone just so I know not to answer when they call.

• Sometimes, I watch a movie that I watched when I was younger and suddenly realize I had no idea what the heck was going on when I first saw it.

• If you need to explain a joke, it’s NOT funny. Save yourself the embarrassment and zip it!

• The present love interest of an ex love interest will never fully like you, regardless of the fact that you are not one bit interested in their ‘baby’ anymore and vice versa.

• What goes around comes around also works backwards! So if your heart has been broken and stamped upon earlier, then willingly or unwillingly you will break someone’s heart later. And that someone could have never harmed a soul!


... I shall add to the list when I want to rant more.. :D

Noboby said it was easy...

Hard to breathe

even though there are open spaces all around.

Hard to stand,

but you don’t know what’s pulling you down.

Hard to imagine

and your mind isn’t here

Hard to be happy,

While you are constantly living in fear.

Fear that you will never ever let go

and from your heart never erase that face.

That you will never again visit

that familiar happy place.

Fear what you did,

you can’t undo.

That maybe you ruined everything,

and hurt them as well as you

Everything is so slow,

and yet somehow so fast.

While you go through the emotions,

longing to make your present the past.

So hard to accept,

So hard to see.

So hard to say

“This is all because of me”

You don’t want to die in your own shell of nothing

You plead yourself for one last chance

While you sit at the window alone and look outside

just to see that the rest of the world continues to dance



"All the world is a stage".. so they say...

Note - I have experimented a little with the rhyme scheme in this one, slightly. Just an attempt.

“All the world is a stage

and all the men and women are mere player’s”

seemed like a cliché to me forever

until now that I really discovered...

That it is but true

and we all have a role to play

we have to act a certain way

and we already have allotted lines to say

But I want to break away from it

and write my own life’s script

I want to cast my own actors

and never give them dialogues or roles to depict

In Life’s little setup

I met my Romeo and I thought it was love

I played my part to the T, and gave him my life

but as the curtains drew he walked back to the stand by Juliet

I waited and thought maybe I essayed it all wrong

maybe it wasn’t how it was supposed to be

but later the audience told me, he hadn’t played his part right

in reality ,they had all cheered  the act that was put up by me

I continued the drama

and tried to always say the right things to friends and foes

tried to stick to the plan and always get a happy ending

but slowly they all went off stage and I was the last one standing.

The world maybe a stage

and we may all have roles to play

but will this drama be the best the we will ever see

who is to say!!

I am carving my own story now

where I will direct the role I play

where I will script my own word

and monitor my own deeds.

In all honesty,

I did succumb to world's big stage

but it’s not what made me happy,

now I want to be free from it

and live life like it is not a dramatic play.

So from now until forever, I am going off stage,

to live life how my heart desires it to be lived

without having an audience to boo or applaud

and I apologize if I don’t play the perfect part in this play

as was wished by the Lord.

Where is my mind?????

I haven't written much in a while.. but this song explains everything about me right now.. Its been playing in loop on my phone for a week now... Trippy and how.. 


Here's the link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OaeM_oUtJYo&feature=related


Here are the lyrics-
With your feet in the air
And your head on the ground
Try this trick
Spin it
Yeah

Your head will collapse
But there's nothing in
But you ask yourself
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?

I was swimming in the Caribbean
Animals were hiding behind the rocks
Except a little fish, but they told me
He swears he was trying to talk to me, to me

Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?

Way out in the water
See it swimming
Where is my mind?

Way out in the water
See it swimming
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?

With your feet the air
And your head on the ground
Try this trick
Spin it
Yeah