Thursday, March 31, 2011

Those were the best days of my life......

when mornings still meant mornings
as in waking up with the rising sun
when mom made smiling sandwiches
which made breakfast super fun

when exercise meant running to the bus stop
and then finishing homework on the way to school
when not wearing a uniform on birthdays
was a highlight and considered uber cool

when morning assembly seemed like a task
and you tried your best to skip it, faking sickness
when you tried to spot your favourite teacher
and with your friends, in detail discussed her dress

when last benchers were always the trouble makers
and the front benchers were shunned as a ‘teacher’s pet’
when you had silly water fights with the pesky boy
and thought that’s the only way he could get you wet J

when you stole glances at the cutie in class
and wrote paper chits across benches to your friend
when you didn’t hear a word and sat through boring periods
hoping that before you die they would end

when being loved back meant he would look back at you too
and if he spoke to you, it was like added bonus
when friends meant the whole wide world to you
and for all their faults, you would take equal onus

when the only success you knew was scoring well in exams
and beating the rival ‘HOUSE’ in the annual sports meet
when the famous five rupee canteen samosa with a coke
was considered as the best possible victory Treat

when looking good was all about a crisp white shirt and polished shiny shoes
and on that wearing a ‘CAPTAIN’ badge made you totally stand out
when you felt super guilty, embarrassed and hurt
if a teacher got annoyed and in front of the class, on you they did shout

when lunch always meant going home to eat with family
and mom enquiring all about your day
when you told mom all the little little details
just avoiding the boy talk and the study talk in every possible way

when you looked forward to 5pm every evening
to go out on your cycle with the ‘colony’ friends to play
when you begged mom to let you stay out a little bit longer
but she just wouldn’t, because the rule said -‘No late nights on a regular week day’

 
when every time that good old landline rang
who the call was for was an unanswered mystery
when you suddenly jumped up from dinner and ran after dad said
“it’s your friend; he wants to know what he missed in class in History”

When phone calls were monitored by parents
and a day out with friends meant supervised movie and lunch
when you believed that everyone is good and trustworthy
and that’s why your best friend was not one, but a huge bunch.

When watching television was a luxury
and your only source of entertainment was fighting with the sibling
when you still believed in organising and being meticulous
and for the next morning, set out each and everything thing.

When going to bed was peaceful and stress-free
and mom came and tucked you in with a loving caring peck
when no negative thoughts lingered as you shut your eyes
and life hadn’t made you into this wreck

somehow in the race of growing up
we all switch from our initial track
in a never ending quest for success and happiness
on life we almost declare an attack
we lose all those lovely days of peace
and their innocence is what our life then starts to lack
I guess they were always right when they said
“Cherish every moment of this, school days never ever come back”
 

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

..

I sit next to my tungsten lamp
And wonder why I can't say it aloud no more,
That I have started locking up my feelings
And am throwing away the key to that door.

So many have lent me a willing ear
Over the past few years
But now it's tough letting them inside the door
Maybe cuz that ship has hit it's shore.

Everyone has disembarked from that ship
And wandered to their own destination
To the unconditional never ending journey with me
They have submitted their resignation.

As I ponder, I set my eyes upon you
Calling out to me
Encouraging me to let it all out
To cry, to crib, to laugh, to shout.

I started confiding in you
And I am doing that right now
You are my 'bestest' friend ever
And for that you must take a bow.

To you my new found friend
I owe all my remaining sanity
You let me rip my heart open and rant
And always guided me to clarity.

I run into your arms
Everytime I am starting to sink
You force me to try and survive
And i slowly float to the brink.

I may not be a poet
I may not be a writer 
But with every word of confiding in you
You make a strong fighter.

The words just flow out of my head
And it's great that you are always listening
That you always absorb all that I want to say
Every detail and every small little thing..

Just sitting with you in my room
Swaying to my favorite tunes
With a stick in my hand that I light
Life just seems to be perfectly all right.

I have rediscovered you
And of that I am oh so glad
You keep inside you my whole wide world
Even though to the whole wide world
You are just a pen a notepad.